Friday, June 29, 2012

Forever Friday




Forever Friday 
 The counting down of hours, minutes and seconds. Suddenly you're free. The weekend is yours to take. You play for keeps. Play to win. Get drunk again. Get high again. Sleep, eat, repeat. Winning. Losing at the same time. Your sanity, your sleep. Jack in hand, no need to count sheep. Plan your outfits, don't plan the party. Make a cameo and your fashionably late. 
What a state. State of mind: Empire. 
Forever Friday. Forever Thirsty.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

I don't know why but I like it.




diet mountain dew baby new york city. your no good for me but baby i want you.
 - - - - - - - - ------ never was there a girl so pretty do you think we'll be in love forever?- - - - - - --------- baby new york city 




 I've come to notice what matters these past few months. What matters most in the deepest dwellings of the heart. What's left in the nooks and crannies of my soul, and what fills the holes in my heart faster than lightning hitting foil on a head. I didn't think I'd end up this way. Vulnerable. I'm so strong, but lately I've felt as though I can be brought to my knees with a mention of choice words. Carefully plotted words. Words that can break me. Words that include good-byes and new hello's. Because what matters most to me will soon be so far away. The loved and beloved. The ones. These gifted, talented teachers I call my friends will soon be a country away.No longer a hop, skip and a dive into the Roxy away, or a wake up in the morning wrapped in your new arms away. Although I am following my dreams all the way to beautiful NYC, I don't think all of me will be there. The nooks and crannies will once again be empty. I will be forced to form new friendships. I will never forget the loved, and know I will soon see them again. What's meant to be will be.